So I've been thinking.

A dangerous pastime, I know.

(Points to whoever gets the reference.)

I'm incredibly bored today. I just don't have much to do, but I've been thinking a lot. I guess a couple of things I can't really mention here have happened recently and it's led me to ponder over the nature of things, to guess the way people will react to given situations. And one thing I've re-concluded is my definite nature of monogamy, and the other is that sometimes I really don't know what to say.

It's not a question of what I owe to whom, because I know who has priority in my life over any other given person or situation. (I hate how that sounds, by the way, like I'm building up some situation where if two people were hanging off a cliff, I know who I'd save.) It's nothing like that, but it's a question of what can I do for someone, some people, in a certain situation that would best benefit them. And really, I don't know what exactly is the best choice because I don't know how other people will react. Not everyone appreciates knowing everything or being helped. Not all situations would be made the better for a person knowing something.

This isn't so serious as I'm making it out to be. (Have I typed this before? I'm getting some mad déja vu.) Maybe I'm just itching for some drama to make my day a little more exciting. Maybe it's also that I feel bad about some of the things I kinda just blurt out.

Anyway, this post just got a little emo. I might delete it.